The Not Self
The Not Self
In one word the Not-self world is a 'horror'. Everything that is white in the chart is filled with 'mind'. The crazy mind that measures everything and is of no value to oneself. It longs for what it doesn't have. The basic genetic program draws us to different to 'make more' - the more genetic mix the greater the potentiality for mutation and consciousness evolution. But this does not make for a happy life. On the contrary it leads to a nightmare of endless yearning to fill whatever is not consistently there. Once you get it, it becomes suffocating. So you begin seeking again for something different, but really it is the same. For instance - the open G in the Not-self is constantly searching for love and direction. These things come naturally to them, yet they want to dictate the pace of such manifestation through mental planning. It never works.
Another example is the madness of the open ego Not-self that is constantly seeking to prove itself to everyone by doing things that are simply not correct for the true self. They exaggerate, boast, show-off and generally become irritating by their displays of fake self-worth, which in itself only shines a deeper light on their lack of self-esteem.